Monday, June 07, 2004

FAILURE...... the worst word i could think of....

whoa..... wat the hell am i doing in here so late?? haha.. nowadays, i really dunno wat to do... how i wish i can find someone to tok about it.. the feeling in mi.. it's really tearing mi apart...
Gosh... everyday seems to be a routine for mi... that day when i saw jerome holding his gf's hand... finally, i found out wat's left out in my life... LOVE!! yet i wasn't able to tell her that day... that day when she was about to leave... leave mi... wat was i worried about... worried about being rejected?? i guess i should have got used to it... worried about my "face".. i'm one thick-faced guy...
then wat?? i really dunno... i'm really SERIOUS... i dun wish to lose this time... i hate the word FAILURE...