Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Feelings.....
wat kinda feelings, i really dunno how to describe... but some thoughts are not sorted out yet..
i intend to use this period of time to give some thoughts before i make my moves... i wanted to make sure that i really like her and not jus needing a company..
but somewhere inside mi, i feel inferior.. somehow, i feel that i'm over estimating myself... i feel like the toad.. all i can do is jus take a peek behind those tall grass, lookin at her... toad lusting for swan's meat...
well all this are jus simply ONE-SIDED... maybe i'm putting in too much hope into something quite impossible... can't help it... i'm sinking... HELP!!
Sunday, July 11, 2004
first week of sch over liao...
haiz... my timetable damn lag sia... somehow, i feel quite uneasy... on friday was my automation project lab... this 'project' has something to do with my previous module... i was late for my auto. project, and miss out afew things... and wat i studied previously.. almost all gave back... wat am i going to do?? how am i gonna survive through this semseter... DAMN IT!!! haiz... now that second week coming, better clear all doubts... ar bo sure die... second week onwards, gotta start studying liao... this sem have to get 'A'/s man!! ar bo damn ma lu....
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
wat a "Wonderful" class
it's already second day of sch reopen... still cannot manually switch over... euro 2004 jus over, sch jus start... wah.. the time really cannot switch over... everynight have to roll on the bed till 1 to 2am.... go sch like panda... this weekend have to sleep like mad to cover up all the lost hours...
and this class of mine, IT SUX... except for those whom are my gd friends la... 28 ppl.. the class is like split into 2.. kinda feel funny... anyway, mi also tired to go make new friends agian... and today, i think i saw 2 guys from my class whispering about mi... or am i over sensetive.. hope i'm... coz that kinda feeling doesn't feel good... and for those 2 guys, "KNN, u think i scare u two ar... NB.. not happy come la..."
now already july 6th liao.. Oct coming soon... she's coming back.... omg, dreaming again.. haha...