Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Feelings.....

wat kinda feelings, i really dunno how to describe... but some thoughts are not sorted out yet..
i intend to use this period of time to give some thoughts before i make my moves... i wanted to make sure that i really like her and not jus needing a company..
but somewhere inside mi, i feel inferior.. somehow, i feel that i'm over estimating myself... i feel like the toad.. all i can do is jus take a peek behind those tall grass, lookin at her... toad lusting for swan's meat...
well all this are jus simply ONE-SIDED... maybe i'm putting in too much hope into something quite impossible... can't help it... i'm sinking... HELP!!