Tuesday, October 12, 2004

salad

now that she's back, my feeling is like a plate of salad. all kinds of feelings. how i wish i am able to turn the clock, back to the days where i could still call her, tease her without feeling awkward. and now, jus sms her, i couldn't find anything to talk about... not to mention even calling her... "try to contact her more", "maybe ask her out for coffee", "call her la".. not that i dun want to try.. i wanted to.. seeing her face to face was even worse... it happened on satuerday when i was selling flags.. i got tongue tied... totaly useless.. i dunno want to say to her... i did the dumbest thing.. i went up to her and said, "Please donate." Am i lame or wat.. oh heck... forget it...