Thursday, May 26, 2005

Trust

Trust:- Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing.

Y do ppl like to dig up ppl's privacy?? Those are something that i wanted to keep deep down in my heart or share with someone intimate, like my friend.. Never thought u'll do something like that to trick me.. U think it's fine and fun.. IT AIN'T FINE AND FUN!!

Thats great! There's no more secrets.. I really wish to have nothing to do with u anymore...

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Isn't this sentence nice?? The song is written for a story, where this girl is looking for a landscape that her boyfriend draw before he died. When she arrived at his hometown, she could feel his presence everywhere. Everything seems so familar. So she was there, trying to find out more about her boyfriend's past, hoping to find some clues.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

How LONGGGGGGGG is long??

Once my friend ask me, how long (as in time) a relationship would it be consider stable?? 2 years?? 3, 5, 7?? Well, I told him 2~3 years.

He shot me with his answer, “Weijian, you should change your mentality”.

“Love is compromising. 2~4 years is to test if you can still compromise your partner. If u can’t do that 2~4 years ain’t enough to see his/her true colour. Only after 2~4 years, you can still continue, that’s long enough”

So I told him my theory of Love using plain water as an example.

First, you’re thirsty, you see a cup of plain water. The first sip, “Gosh!! Heavenly!! It’s like honey”. When you’ve quench your thirst, the second sip, “Gosh, It’s plain…” Finally, you’re too full to drink, the third sip, “I want to vomit!!”

So he ask, “Want to vomit? So after vomit? What? Look for soft drink??” I was dumbstruck.

That was fun…

Sunday, May 08, 2005

A Good Day

Saturday night/Sunday morning:
Went out with Ky and Jackson at 12.30am... At "Durain Shell", enjoying the sea view.. Had alot of things to chat.. The view out there was superb!

Sunday afternoon/night:
Went to Crystal Jade Palace for lunch.. Shiok! The Siao Long Tang Bao!!! Oh~~!
Then at night went to temple for a ceremony.. Not sure what was it.. Then went to Ky's house for mahjong.. Pack "Hong Bao" for them..

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I'm mad! I dunno how to react to such situation.. Oh god... Quit playing with my life.. Is this a test for me??

Friday, May 06, 2005

Do u find this situation kinda familiar??

U were so eager to have this thing.. So eager that u could be dreaming daily.. Then comes one fine day, U HAVE IT! But at that moment, u ain't happy.. All of a sudden, u were so lost at what to do...

Do u find urself in a similar situation??

Lost and found, Found and lost.. Y do we always find ourself in such situation.. Y can't we cherish... Perhaps we are made that way.. We onli learn to cherish in the period when we are trying to recover what we've lost, and onli then cherish it...

With the com back, seems like i've started blogging daily.. An average day for me today.. Nothing much happened.. Too quiet..

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Anyway, she did reply my msg.. Ask me to add her on MSN, so it would be easier to keep contact.. I must admit, she changed... From a girl that seldom interactive with guys, to a lady who could be so friendly... She seems so unfamiliar for a moment.. Upon looking at the name, i realise i wasn't wrong..

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U can be noble.. There's no wrong.. Neither is there any "Right" answer.. Let me tell u straight, Each Man to Himself.. I'm jus a Lousy Man..

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

What should be the title today?

Everyone should have a secret or 2. But if u’re willing to let the cats out of the bag to someone.. I guess he’s really treating u as a confide. To my friend, I’m really happy to get ur trust. Dun wish to get too mushy.

Y is it that I’m still standing at the same place while she has already proceed a great length. Y can’t I pick myself up? U’re right, I’m a sissy who can’t be decisive in such matters..

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Really OLD memories

Starting work now.. Days passes very fast.. The ppl there are fun. At least the enviroment there is good... Haha..

To get to work, i'll have to take the MRT down town.. Till now, i've always take the same cabinet she always take back in the days of our secondary sch days... Those good old days.. Back to the topic, i always hope to meet her there, at her stop.. Although she's attached, i dunno... Jus a stupid thought of mine.. And i guess i'll continue that stupid behaviour...

God, she's really the only one i really "use my heart"... Everytime in the cabinet, the thoughts of me waiting for her to board the train... Helping her to carry the books, waking to sch.. After sch, accompany her while she's on duty(library committee).. Fuck!! What did i do to ruin all these?? Was it bacause i'm too young and impatiant??Or was it her problem?? That's an answer i'll never know..

And such coincidence, she added me in her friendster this week. Did i sort of getting wat i wish for??Now these thoughts are bonded to me everytime i'm on train...