Sunday, March 19, 2006
When you are unsure of wat to do next, it's best not to make any move... Not to give urself any false hope.. Consider twice before making any move..
That's wat KY taught me... I'm really sick and tired of this.. I want to find my own happiness.
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Although i've chose to settle for a real relationship but i can't find that heart that belongs to me.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
22th will be ky's birthday... But he's having it early and it's today.. Very happening over at his place.. But anyway, this morning, the 3 of us(jack, jackson and me) when to pick his present... Quite easy.. After which we went over to his place..
Now tok about his party.. It's indeed a big one.. His relatives, his army friends, poly ones, NPCCs, and us... It's quite fun, to be celebrating with that many ppl ard.. But i guess wat kept me interested are the 2 guys with me.. Days will sure be different w/o him ard..
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Why has it to end like this?? Same old situation all over again... I dunno how to help and dun want to help but it's still hard to remain neutral..
But all this things also makes me want to fight for my own happiness..
"I do not have the talent in conversing easily with people i've never meet." That's all i can say about myself.. I do not know how to ask her out and i do not want to make it to obvious.. Taking too much initative is a lesson learnt.. Can someone teach me??
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Grad ceremony
After 3 days of rehearsal, finally,today's the day we, the specialist, have been waiting for.. The day where we are officially "3rd SGT"!!Receiving of certificate, reciting the Engineer's March and the Specialist's Creed.. All this marks an end to our days of a trainee.. However, the responsiblities seems to add on abit more..
Anyway, it's indeed a joyous occasion.. Hope to see better life in the Army for the rest of the days!
Sunday, March 05, 2006
weekend
This weekend has been a great time for me.. Been out everyday, with a gal... and also not forgeting my best buddies..
Let's talk about this gal... I've got a really strange feeling about this.. Reminds me of wat happened back some time ago.. But howcome everytime the gals' like quite a good catch?? Haha.. Maybe can forget my cousin huh?? >_<