Saturday, October 27, 2007
Today was damn lousy. Got pulled out of bed so damn early for a Futsol Tournament. Got second place + a 20 bucks Fareprice Voucher. But it engraved my sickness la. Got to play striker and defender. Run around like mad! Got 2 goals under my name!! Yea!
Come back like cannot breathe properly, feel dryness in the throat. Can’t even take a nap properly. Think this it hitting me quite hard. Need some time to recover. Gonna start searching for my medicine le.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Super moodz liao... Flu + slight fever. Morning was still alright, except for a slight throat discomfort. Then enter this wonderful training room where by the air conditioning
was so damn powerful, as thought we are having winter within the room. The reason, one air-condition unit was down. EXTRA powerful on the remaining units. #^&%#&*
Gonna need extra dosage of panadol + keep drinking water.. Tomolo's gonna be a long long day with piling works.
Friday, October 19, 2007
WOrk Work and work
Jus started to get busy. New testing equipments for me to setup, wires to connects, soldering. New products to be tested. Things are like dumping down all of a sudden. Everything has to be done by end of next week. Gonna start clock OT liao.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
I've always had a lousy 6th sense. I'm quite screwed with guessing how she feels. I dun want to impose on her, but i'm not sure if my sms do so. I know i suck on how to woo a gal.
I jus want to give her my "love", make her feel loved.
Is that so hard?
Sound too mushy? But that's how i feel, how i want it to be.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Recently really had alot of emotional thought ba. Probably due to a blooming (?) relation, i've earned some new friends. And also found back a long lost friend - JACKSON!
It's really funny. I've knew this big guy(wahaha) for like 9 years, yet i know nuts about him.
But yet, he's always being able to understand my thoughts.
为什么你就是会说出我希望你说的话呢？ Are u a god? Or angel?
Sunday, October 14, 2007
“World’s Dumbest Traveler”
Here’s a story about the “World’s Dumbest Traveler”.
The rich traveler was on a trip, traveling to every corner of the Earth. But how dumb was he? Hmm.. He’s jus constantly being conned by the villagers. His money, coat, shoes, shirt, trousers were slowly being taken away from him. But the traveler was dumb, the villagers lied to him, saying “You’ve help me a lot! Thank you.” He’ll just cry and say “Wish you happiness!”
And finally, he was left with nothing to cover himself. Embarrassed, soon he embarked on a journey through the woods.
This time, he met the forest demons. The demons wanted to eat him up. So they used nice words and lied to him. The traveler, again, believed. Soon he’s giving away his limbs, body.
In the end, he was left with the head. The next demon wanted to eat his eyes and so he lied to him. While the demon was eating his eyes, it said “Thank you. I’ll repay you!” but that was also a lie. It left a note. What was on the note was a word “Stupid”.
The now blinded traveler was overwhelmed as this was the first time he received a present and was crying “Thank you, thank you. I’m so happy!” Crying without his eyes, the tears keep flowing. And soon, he was dead.
*End*
So, what do you think?
Do you think he’s a fool? I dun think he is.
He’s easy to con? But I wouldn’t con him.
Close your eyes, what do you feel?
*This story was brought to u by courtesy of the comic “Fruit Basket”
其实我是知道自己有几量重，可是就是那么的易想天开！觉得自己好可笑。
就是能和你简简单单的吃个饭，也觉得好开心好幸福。
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Now you really left me thinking through the nights.
Been wondering if my guts feeling are right. Maybe the problem being i'm thinking/reading too much into it. It just probes me alot. Haha.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
They are 2 completely different characters.
He smart, reliable, polite but he isn't the type who can get close to anyone.
While the other's rather rash, impulsive yet has the ability to draw crowds to him.
Seems like it's a cruel joke from god, that made them enemies, but, yet envy each other abilities.
He's always inferior about his ability to communicate well with people. So to get close to people around, he tries hard to outperform. Be polite and reliable. In the mist of searching, he began to drew a invisible line which separates him from the world.
And so, he began to think, "Why can't i be like him. Why can't i draw crowds like he does?"
While the other was always envious of his counterpart's abilities.
Smart, reliable, polite. These are the merits he wished he had. He wants to be recognised. Be like him.
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"To like yourself" what does that means??
"Finding out your merits" how do I find it??
All I can find are my faults. And with all these faults, I hate myself. Even forcing myself to find the merits, in the end, it's like a wild goose chase.
But if someone were to say "I like you". Then I can start to like myself, accept myself a little. When someone accepts me, then can I start to forgive myself, like myself.
That is how I think.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Where your heart lies
If u truly want to be here from the bottom of your heart, then your heart is definitely here. And if your heart is here, then... that's the reason for you to be here.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
My face! That's the biggest threat I've since now! Damn cui! Arghh!! Can't wait for the next treatment. By hook or by crook, it must be done by 6 sessions!! If not, i dun get the confidence in anything i do... I dun have the "face" to face anyone, literally! I'm at a point where i myself can't stand my looks liao. Next week got alot of appointments, so must be presentable... Haha!! So coming week eat more veggie, less oil + more water and sleep..
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
I may seem nonchalent but it does not mean i’m not angry. I can understand doesn’t mean I can forgive what you’ve done.
I’m angry, not because u stood up our gathering. The fact is that u didn’t want to join us, BUT (1)u didn’t notify us, AND (2)u didn’t even to bother to call and explain.
I’ve always believe one should know your priorities. Even if u really have to meet her, u should STILL have inform us. There is no needs to tell us who you’re going with, where you’re going to. Even thou u know you’re gonna get a thrashing from me, u should still accept it. Coz u know it’s your fault.
You’ve got it all wrong!! You’ve got to treat friends with respect, which I know u do. But pls, do not take us for granted and think that it’s all natural that we forgive and forget.