Saturday, October 13, 2007

They are 2 completely different characters.
He smart, reliable, polite but he isn't the type who can get close to anyone.
While the other's rather rash, impulsive yet has the ability to draw crowds to him. 

Seems like it's a cruel joke from god, that made them enemies, but, yet envy each other abilities.

He's always inferior about his ability to communicate well with people. So to get close to people around, he tries hard to outperform. Be polite and reliable. In the mist of searching, he began to drew a invisible line which separates him from the world.
And so, he began to think, "Why can't i be like him. Why can't i draw crowds like he does?"

While the other was always envious of his counterpart's abilities. 
Smart, reliable, polite. These are the merits he wished he had. He wants to be recognised. Be like him.

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"To like yourself" what does that means??
"Finding out your merits" how do I find it??

All I can find are my faults. And with all these faults, I hate myself. Even forcing myself to find the merits, in the end, it's like a wild goose chase.
But if someone were to say "I like you". Then I can start to like myself, accept myself a little. When someone accepts me, then can I start to forgive myself, like myself.

That is how I think.