Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Haven had time for myself these days.. OT nearly everyday... Needed some time at night, jus for myself, pamper myself.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Jus got my confirmation letter. The first one i thought of to share this feeling was of coz, u know, HER!
Ya, all this about keeping things low profile, act cool and laid back, let things take its course, i couldn't care less! I jus wanther to share this joy of mine. Haha!~ And of coz, we sms a little w/o disturbing her work, for awhile. Felt really happy and contented.

There are times where i really wanted to let her know. But if i really wanted this chance to work, gotta push all this aside and wait. Wait for her to be ready, for ME:)

At least, there's a target to work for.
6 months, 1 year. So be it.
As long you're mine.

Sunday, November 04, 2007

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feel like shouting out loud somewhere... Families... Now Friends.. Why God created language and make communication so DARN hard?

Why is it jus a sentence, without me realising it's hurting, made our, your so called "gap" deepen? Is it jus age thats doing things wrong or is it that our friendship can only be 
build on fun and laughter?

Or is it like jackson said, that's jus a typical Singapore guys who can't communicate. I guess the problems lies in me...

Saturday, November 03, 2007

Nowadays, i'm sick of trying to bring over my thoughts, trying to let them know how i think. I'm getting tired of trying to tell them nicely and being accused back.. I jus want to ride bicycle to my workplace. $1.30 per day for transportation, one month would likely mount up to $26. I'm sure we could put this $26 dollars to better use.

Ok. Even if $26 per month is not a problem to u. I jus want to exercise. I wanted to train up my legs.
And you would accuse me of all that moral reasons of not taking care of myself and putting myself in danger. I had enough, really. I had enough of BEING SO PROTECTED BY U ALL! Wouldn't u jus let me live my life. Do i really have to move out so that i can not be in ur sight, not be in ur grip.

I really tried to make my stand so clear! It jus wouldn't get through their skulls! FUCKING PISSED!